Exposure

You wear a cloak as big as the sky

right over your bright and clean eyes.

It veils your world from all the good and

every opportunity is a shadow.

Every word is muffled.

 

You wear a cloak in fear–

because you learned that hiding

was a “good” way to persevere.

But all it does is choke your name.

All it does is deepen your shame.

 

You wear a cloak and call it a cave

to avoid the world and avoid the pain.

But you were meant to see and speak,

just like this, just by

sharing and exposing the truth

of what the cloak really is.

 

Your shining eyes were meant to see

and your heart was made to love and feel.

Oh darling, you were made to give.

You were made to be heard and live.

Florida

Thank you for teaching me

that the best part of living,

of pushing through trials and errors

and breaking down barriers,

of having valleys and mountains

and moments of pure laughter…

the best part of living through blissful days

after rainy days

and the sleepless nights and starlit drives,

the mornings of beach sunrises

and evenings of family dinners with the hard goodbyes…

 

the best part about all of this

is I get to keep all of myself

and all of you.

To Love You More

I want to love you more than anything in the whole world–

more than the moon and the stars

over the ocean at night,

or the beautiful mountain-tops streamed in sunlight.

 

I want to love you more than the flower gardens

and the summer rain,

more than the thrill of travel

and the depth of pain.

 

I want to love you as high as the sky can reach

and deeper than the earth’s deepest beach,

far beyond the circumference of the world,

and timeless, as this galaxy’s worth.

 

But sometimes– I don’t love you at all.

And I put off thanking you, for forgiving me.

And sometimes none of my words make sense–

when that’s all I feel I have to offer or pay with.

 

But the price is so high and my words are so limited.

And I want to give to you,

but there’s nothing I can do or say for this,

 

because it is Your love alone that can reach me.

It is Your love alone that can keep me.

 

And if I want to love You

more than anything in the whole world,

I need only Your love.

For You are love itself.


1 John 4:8